What is your idea of perfect happiness?
In the book I wrote my perfect day, I guess I really did not understand the question. My perfect day would include a full day of activities, which would include food, all the way to the night. Since we are doing all Breakfast, Lunch, and Dinner, I would like to have dinner at a very cool restaurant. We would all eat family style and then have our own desserts. And that would be my perfect day.
My idea of perfect happiness...never really thought of an idea of perfect happiness. Now that I think about it, when everything is perfect and going well, I always wait for the other shoe to fall off. Always. It's like a refect I have. I believe it stems for when I was a child and I would hang with my mama. I don't know something we did that day and my mom would show me her hand. That was the sign that I was gonna get it. When we got home, she would hit me with a wooden spoon. I know it was not all the time but it just stayed in my mind.
So my idea of happiness, well right now would be standing up from my wheelchair and walking around. Feeling no pain throughout my body and stretching super out, so out that I can touch the top of my bed to the bottom of my bed and the corners. I want the pamper hair and color its some galaxy colors; Also and my nails would not miss the action. That is my idea of happiness at the moment. It sucks being in a wheelchair and having to rely on people for everything. It makes me want to scream. And don't get me started about, that stretching part; The only stretching now a day I get is when my body spasm and it, not a cute feeling.
Does that sound selfish of me that I made it all about me and no one else? Don't me wrong, I am most happy when I am with family and we are all together laughing, having fun. But right now, I just want to think of me mostly.
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