So I am nervous, ever since I became disabled thoughts of just ending my life, have come to mind over and over again. I feel like am always in pain, or I am so sleepy, that the day goes WAY to fast (I really dislike that part). So with lots of research and (in my mind) bugging people on the phone and on the Internet. I have found an adult day care; that has knitting. Yes, they have other events and such but knitting is what sold me.
So last night, I went to bed, not early, don't ask me why but I went to bed. I woke up at 4 am and was like okay, half an hour and we will get things moving. I could not wait for the half-hour. My whole body was AWAKE! I wish my legs were able to move and such but I can feel that every nerve that needed to wake up 2 years ago, was waking up. My upper legs tingled, my tummy area was like O_O I HAVE AWOKEN but no we are not hungry...calm down. Anyways after my internal electrocution. I went to take a shower and now I am presentable; with my marvel shirt, big enough for two people (It to hide my tummy, I am super conscious about it); jeans and my moon boots. My hair had two white scrunchies, in which I used for my two pigtails.
Okay to answer your question about the moon boots. I can't feel a lot with my two legs and since I am in a wheelchair, I have no use for shoes. So to keep comfortable, I use my moon boots. If society says to wear shoes, I am going to go out in style! Moon boots it is. Oh, I also have robot ones too but they are big and out there....I was told that it's embarrassing to be seen with me, with them on. Anyways my moon boots are comfy and since I have some feelings under my feet, they provide a cushion from the metal footplate on my chair.
I am so nervous. My whole body is jittery but since I am writing, I am calming down, some. I am not in pain and also I am listening to Spanish music, NO! NOT REGETTON but the other kind which is love music; music that says I created a holiday of the day you left you and I will party like no tomorrow; also others of how I love and I will also celebrate our love; and ofcourse I wanna sex you up but with an upbeat tone. I love Spanish music.
I still have time before I leave. I even smell like an apple; I feel cute and I am happy with that. I guess this is done, so I am going to loom or crochet my scarfs. LATERS!
So last night, I went to bed, not early, don't ask me why but I went to bed. I woke up at 4 am and was like okay, half an hour and we will get things moving. I could not wait for the half-hour. My whole body was AWAKE! I wish my legs were able to move and such but I can feel that every nerve that needed to wake up 2 years ago, was waking up. My upper legs tingled, my tummy area was like O_O I HAVE AWOKEN but no we are not hungry...calm down. Anyways after my internal electrocution. I went to take a shower and now I am presentable; with my marvel shirt, big enough for two people (It to hide my tummy, I am super conscious about it); jeans and my moon boots. My hair had two white scrunchies, in which I used for my two pigtails.
Okay to answer your question about the moon boots. I can't feel a lot with my two legs and since I am in a wheelchair, I have no use for shoes. So to keep comfortable, I use my moon boots. If society says to wear shoes, I am going to go out in style! Moon boots it is. Oh, I also have robot ones too but they are big and out there....I was told that it's embarrassing to be seen with me, with them on. Anyways my moon boots are comfy and since I have some feelings under my feet, they provide a cushion from the metal footplate on my chair.
I am so nervous. My whole body is jittery but since I am writing, I am calming down, some. I am not in pain and also I am listening to Spanish music, NO! NOT REGETTON but the other kind which is love music; music that says I created a holiday of the day you left you and I will party like no tomorrow; also others of how I love and I will also celebrate our love; and ofcourse I wanna sex you up but with an upbeat tone. I love Spanish music.
I still have time before I leave. I even smell like an apple; I feel cute and I am happy with that. I guess this is done, so I am going to loom or crochet my scarfs. LATERS!
