02 December, 2021

Hey, it's me again.

    I think the last time we left off; I was angry at something. I am not angry all the time. I just think that people should be placed in sections. Like when you organize your closet by colors and season. I am not like to you. I organize my closet by shirts, pants and the hidden temple of underwear. Dude, I kid you not, I have a shit ton of underwear. Its cause every time I travel, I buy like two packets of underwear. Then when I come back from vacation, I just dumps it with the rest of the underwear. I have done this like....I guess every time I traveled out of SC. Am special.

    Anyways compartmentalize, (dude I spelled that perfectly, am proud of me) that is what am talking about. Section people off with what they are good at and keep them motivated. Motivation, I think that is what lacking now a days. I would lay in bed all day if I could but then my ass (its so fucking sensitive) would start hurting and it would ruin the whole comfy vibe. Not gonna lie but I miss my old bed. I was making kushy  to my taste (Well, the pack and mine taste) Oh and had to right in front of the tele so I can just sit my ass down and watch whatever I wanted. See I got myself 'partmentalized. I belong in my room only to come out when I fucking well please or go on vacations to see the familia.

Dad tried his best to keep me motivated. No, dad keeps me motivated. With his cute funny talks and his very important speeches. Though I kind of have weird feeling that he is going pop a new sister or brother sometimes soon. I don't know it's just a weird feeling, but I will shelve that for laters. Peace. love and Applesauce 

Wait I got a story before I go, if you know me then you know if you are close family I will end the call with an I love you. My dad was taken aback when I said it, he mumbled it back. Almost two years later, He can non shyly tell me that he loves me, and we end the call/meeting the same way 
"I LOVE YOU PA!"
"oh kay girl, I love you too"
Can my daddy be any cuter?