Year of the bunny
One Day at a Time
02 December, 2021
Hey, it's me again.
26 November, 2021
Questions to Ask Yourself Related to Self-Love
1. Do I believe I’m worthy of good things like love and happiness? Of course, I believe I am. I put in good out into the world and I get it back.
2. In what ways do I show love for myself? I like to buy things for myself and I like to fix my face.
3. Do I speak up when I feel I’m not getting what I deserve? I did not in the past but recently I have.
4. How comfortable am I with saying “no” to things or people who don’t bring me joy? At this moment I am comfortable to tell anyone no.
5. Do I feel guilty if I put my needs first? I use to feel so guilty but not anyone, I have to put myself first.
6. When was the last time I felt beautiful? Smart? Or powerful? I think I felt beautiful when I was a little kid. I felt smart and powerful just last week, when I defended a group a CNAs from a loudmouth, I mean an irritating resident.
7. If someone tells me I’m not good enough, how would I respond? I have yet to hear thoughs words, but when I heard "are you stupid?" I would say nothing and let the coldwater wash over me. Then I would turn, without a word, and go to an upper management.
8. If someone tells me I’m amazing, how would I respond? I would smile and thank them.
9. How often do I apologize, even when it’s not my fault? A lot, its a bad mistake I know but I just can't help it.
10. How often do I take on other people’s problems as if they were my own? Not very often but when I know its ruining my day, I step in.
11. When was the last time I told myself “good job”? When I did my last painting.
12. How often do I spend time and energy taking care of myself versus taking care of others? I have been learning to take care of myself, every since daddy told me to think of myself for once.
29 November, 2020
Vomiting words.
I hate incompetent people.
Like you can see it in their mannerisms, the way the conduct
themselves and even in the way they dress.
Do not get me wrong I AM STUPID, I will plainly admit it
like the water is wet and sand love but cracks. But you do not see me jumping to
do brain surgery. NO! Then why WHY are there incompetent people in fields that
might be life, death, or even a fall to the face. STICK TO WHAT YOU KNOW! DON’T
RISK THE LIVES OF OTHER PEOPLE BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPIDITY.
17 June, 2020
Day 157 of Camp / Day 87 of shut in
16 June, 2020
Day 156 of Camp / Day 86 of shut in
15 June, 2020
Day 155 of Camp / Day 85 of shut in
I seriously can't complain.
Everyday I have food in the morning, then do whatever til lunch, I have the PT for an hour then once more do whatever til dinner and after dinner, to whatever. O_O can you see I have no room to complain. *Bows her head* Thank you Lord.
15 January, 2020
Day 4 of Camp
Yesterday was amazing!!!
So my daddy and my 2nd mom from New York met and it was awesome! They shared stories and even shared lots of laughs, I loved it so much. Also my grandma came yesterday too with my brother, so it was a party!!! We have tostones, some super chunky guac and some of my dinner. I am so happy! Like legit people are coming out just for me and its amazing.Also this morning I got a present and it was also awesome. I love getting presents even if it was late.
So today is a new day and I have a meeting, PT and also meeting with the medicaid person. I also have to follow some rules to: I NEED TO SAVE!! Like majorly and I can't be like the old jey who use to go nuts and stuff, The lady really went into my stuff and notice all my patterns and stuff. I was like super blushing and everything. I think I am going to go super early, one: to catch to see if there there is Spanish Club and two: to get my paper work done early. I am gonna be super sleepy today cause of yesterday.
AHHHHHH I am so happy.
LATERS!